Why this strange feeling

The time now is 2 A.M and i am not getting any sleep...So what? whats big in this ? Its is my normal daily routine...But today it isn't( yesterday) . Around 4 P.M, i along with 2 other team mates were called for a sudden meeting with my India Operations manager...You could have guessed what....We went to meet him....Our heart beat rate shooting to sky and adrenaline flowing...Manager says " So,how you guys doing ?" Our faces went blank ! He continues..." As you all see, considering the present situation we are at and taking in mind the future projects, the management has decided to .....move you 3 to testing team...." Whew! Thank my bright lucky stars ...I am saved .....
But this was not the kind of reaction, my friends gave...They were quite sad to leave the present job profile which they loved the most...
I started consoling one of my friend telling about the positives of moving to new team...we get a new laptop, our job is safe, punch dialogues like " Only Change is permanent in this world " and stuff...
But @ night when i went to bed, hoping to get a sound lengthy sleep ( from tomorrow it isnt going to be... since testing being daunting task..) to my surprise i coudnt sleep...My mind started thinking about the group which i may join...how it would be if i end up in a group which i dont like...and how it would be if other 2 end up in better group than mine... and all permutations and combinations .... u know.... all those strange negative thoughts....
My mind starting feeling the exact opposite of what i advised my friend...

Its always easy to say " God gives what is best for you...what you actually deserve...." Ya! its absolutely true..No doubt..But inorder to swallow that truth and fill your heart and mind with it ...its almost impossible...
When we achieve what we aimed...we feel that " I have achieved it due to my hard and smart work " But when we land in exact opposite place...We start doubting our own ability, curse our luck,and have the strange feelings and negative thoughts ....
Now, the time is 2.30 A.M and i am going back to my bed..hoping to get a decent sleep....
And Hoping that my fate will take me to new chapter of sunrise and bright sunshine .....

Good night and sweet dreams....